How I Almost Ended My Life In 2019 | Salice Rose


  1. AngeLa Marie

    AngeLa Marie18 jam yang lalu

    Love the nails hun. Thanks so much for sharing!!! 😍

  2. One'N'OnlyMikki

    One'N'OnlyMikki19 jam yang lalu

    2019 sucked for me to! And as I’m doing better now in 2020, this video has still helped me. I was there and now I know I’m strong enough to get through this one step at a time. I Love you, thank you for your existence! 🖤

  3. Twins Gaming

    Twins GamingHari Yang lalu

    You should become a therapist

  4. Zeinab Burai

    Zeinab BuraiHari Yang lalu

    Salice u r my hope, I love you

  5. Abby Mata

    Abby Mata2 hari yang lalu

    I’m honestly so proud of you; we all are. Please please please stay strong❤️

  6. Abby Mata

    Abby Mata2 hari yang lalu

    2020 is your year, girl❤️ I pray for nothing but peace, blessings, and happiness for you❤️ youre one of the strongest people I know❤️

  7. Melissa Zavala

    Melissa Zavala2 hari yang lalu

    I cried so hard watching this I love you salice 🥺

  8. annayelie garay

    annayelie garay2 hari yang lalu

    Stay strong ❤️

  9. Denise Lopez

    Denise Lopez3 hari yang lalu

    I haven't watched your videos in a min so I was scrolling through watching a few. This was one and let me tell you I felt this to my core. 2019 was hard af for me the sadness, the depression, the crazy thoughts in my mind. Walking down the street was difficult noises would trigger me I was always scared. And I faked all the smiles and laughs so that my bf my family and friends wouldn't know anything that was going on. Yes that was a mistake and I forced myself to be alone but I thought it'd be better like that because I was embarrassed. Im okay now I have ptsd and sometimes I get triggered when walking the street but I know Im not where I was before. Thank you for this video even if Im just watching it.

  10. DailyLGBTQ Discussions

    DailyLGBTQ Discussions3 hari yang lalu

    I have to rewatch this video again. Salice you are so helpful to me. I’m going through some shit and people just don’t understand me man. I’m trying to stay strong.

  11. Del88

    Del883 hari yang lalu

    Salice thank you for this. Didn’t realize how much i needed to hear this until i did. Just thank you.

  12. Eva Potter

    Eva Potter3 hari yang lalu

    Your. A. Beautiful Young. Woman. Praying for you. God. Bless. You. 😍😙❤❤❤❤❤⚘⚘⚘⚘

  13. Nexus Nexus

    Nexus Nexus4 hari yang lalu

    Girl I started crying😰but I just want you to know dont ever try to end your life because so many people love you❤and look up to you and you should love yourself no matter what and I had to I would die for you.God did not put you through this all for nothing🙏but dont ever start to think your not worth anything cause you are.Salice Rose is a strong💪woman who can push through life no matter what.keep pushing to do your best.I love you❤!

  14. Daniel Flores

    Daniel Flores4 hari yang lalu

    You say you're spiritual and believe in God but you do not follow his commandments. you are a good person but you are sperated from him, the more sperated the more you get depressed. you engage in promiscuity and homosexuality and most likely drugs and alcohol. Your lifestyle is why you feel like you feel. You're spiritually dead, sin had consequence such as the ones you're experiencing. I know I am going to get flamed so bad but someone has to tell the truth. Humans hate to be told they're wrong they hate to submit to God and his rules. Believe it or not God made rules for us to follow so that we can avoid becoming spiritually dead godless depressed anxious robots.

  15. Mike S

    Mike S4 hari yang lalu

    You should’ve

  16. Tony Rogers

    Tony Rogers5 hari yang lalu

    i am a girl to and i almost committed suicide yesterday

  17. Melissa Deborah

    Melissa Deborah5 hari yang lalu

    Salice I know this video is old and you will probably never see this comment. For some reason this video was in my recommendations. 3 weeks ago all hell broke loose in my life. I would drive back from work and automatically start balling on my way driving back home (I had been holding in the tears all day). This had been going on for about a week and still Happens, but that day I came home and I couldn’t take it anymore. I cried so much, my eyes were so swollen I felt like they would explode. My faith is strong and I read the scriptures all day everyday, but in that moment I got up and went to the bathroom and had such a feeling of hopelessness. I felt like I would never feel okay, I felt like these feelings of sadness and this darkness would never go away. I felt empty and I felt the most highs spirt leave me. I envisioned myself filling the bathtub with water and slicing my wrists (dramatic I know, but it’s the truth). I have never in my life had such a horrible feeling. The feeling of not having hope, that is the feeling of the devil. Remember he comes to lie, steal and destroy. I felt like I HAD to do it, I felt like this is it, this is the end. I don’t know how I pulled myself out if...well actually I do know...the most high pulled me out of it. The scriptures speak of how the stars are a sign for us, and I mention this because you are a Scorpio like me. We have a tough exterior but it’s because we are so emotionally vulnerable. When we feel something , we feel it to the CORE. A Scorpios life is a life of hardship, but that in the end makes us STRONGER. And although we are strong, We have to understand it’s okay to not be okay....just like you said. My life isn’t better now, but I FEEL better. Keep praying and cast all your cares and anxieties to the lord!!!

  18. Sabrina Broadhead

    Sabrina Broadhead5 hari yang lalu

    If I could take all the pain away from you I would 😣❤️

  19. Stephanie Estrada

    Stephanie Estrada5 hari yang lalu

    Well I have depression but you make me smile....please be happy salute I almost ended my life to.....but I didn’t....I love you!! 🥺😭💔

  20. Sarah Tremblay-Quintanilla

    Sarah Tremblay-Quintanilla6 hari yang lalu

    I feel like 2019 was the worse, for everyone... hope you doing better xx

  21. Bonnie

    Bonnie6 hari yang lalu

    Its really hard to watch this, 💖 One time at church the pastor said, "When you are okay, you say you're okay." But then he asked, "When you're sad, are you suppose to say you're okay?" I kinda was like you know, iffy, and i see people nod and stuff. And he says, "No matter what, god sees all, and if he says you're okay on the toughest times you're strong." Salice, you open my eyes to god, but I'm still learning too Sorry about editing this, when you talk about god, you just have the brightest smile, if you say im wrong, im just glad you're here💖 Okay last thing, I would've missed your good morning snap🤣💝i love you

  22. Teresita Badalamenti

    Teresita Badalamenti8 hari yang lalu

    God is so good. I feel God's presence all over your story.

  23. Jade #Lady Vortex

    Jade #Lady Vortex13 hari yang lalu

    In 2019, I almost ended my life too, Salice😭😭😭 I know it's later on, sorry

  24. Itsyagirlbabymoo Likeechamp

    Itsyagirlbabymoo Likeechamp13 hari yang lalu

    When you said “y’all don’t need me” well they might not but I do you will always be my friend and the person I look up to ilywamh(I love you with all my heart ♥️)

  25. Itsyagirlbabymoo Likeechamp

    Itsyagirlbabymoo Likeechamp13 hari yang lalu

    And I honestly started to cry cuz it’s how I feel every day

  26. Angelicamaria Claudio

    Angelicamaria Claudio13 hari yang lalu

    Thank god your still here with us girl .i feel your pain.

  27. Sergio Mora

    Sergio Mora15 hari yang lalu

    This shit right, now this shit right here is fake asf, not a single real tear was shed 🤦‍♂️

  28. Nevaeh Wagner

    Nevaeh Wagner15 hari yang lalu

    We do need you and dont cry bc I love you soo much and we are always here

  29. ZO Yo

    ZO Yo16 hari yang lalu

    I know it’s been a couple months , but please know that it’s okay to cry. It’s also okay to not feel strong all the time . Just don’t give up no matter what. Things may not get easier but they will get better

  30. Andrea Montes

    Andrea Montes16 hari yang lalu

    I started crying since the beginning of the video 😔 we got this guys, don't give up

  31. Abby H

    Abby H16 hari yang lalu

    Wow Im just watching this now... Im so happy you were able to reach out!! As the “strong person” in my family ... I wasn’t ever able to reach out which resulted in multiple suicide attempts and self harming. Now as a 28 year old i am finally allowing myself to be “weak” and to reach out.... but it’s still hard. And I still get depressed so many times in a year if it ever gets as bad as suicidal thoughts I always reach out and to do that is stronger than any strong we can be. Honestly. God is good through it all he never leaves us. ❤️

  32. Maria Ochoa

    Maria Ochoa18 hari yang lalu

    Thank you for this Salice, in so many ways I’m just like you and shit gets real hard. Trying to be strong and get your life together and trying to stay strong for yourself and those around you. But I really broke down when you said that I mattered, that I have a purpose in life and that I’m not a burden because it’s so hard when people tell you not to be but there are people out there that are willing to help you with anything if you just ask. I really needed that reminder, and from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much❤️❤️❤️

  33. Steve Finesse

    Steve Finesse19 hari yang lalu

    Push through , pray , enjoy life distance yourself if space is what is needed you’re beautiful and their is so much to life

  34. HollowTheFox Playz

    HollowTheFox Playz20 hari yang lalu

    2019 was a really bad year for me too :’(

  35. Candy Heart

    Candy Heart20 hari yang lalu

    I always fake smile

  36. Peopel Peopel

    Peopel Peopel21 hari yang lalu

    Lol why this video gotta make me cry 😢 thank you for sharing 🙏

  37. Collette Divitto

    Collette Divitto21 hari yang lalu


  38. Collette Divitto

    Collette Divitto21 hari yang lalu

    you will always always be my role model and a friend to me because I really do understand how pain you are and if you need a friend to talk and cry on too I am always here for you

  39. xox snow

    xox snow21 hari yang lalu

    When she said “ I’m talking to you that’s watching “ I felt like she was actually talking to me 😭 I needed this

  40. Shaquita Jones

    Shaquita Jones22 hari yang lalu

    Its ok 😘 don't do that

  41. Serena Santiago

    Serena Santiago22 hari yang lalu

    When she said "because for a split second I lost myself" I just went to tears because that's the worst feeling in the world

  42. caryss waldvogel

    caryss waldvogel22 hari yang lalu

    ive attempted suicide at least 20+ times and ive either survived or stopped myself or somebody else stopped me😪

  43. digjunk3d

    digjunk3d23 hari yang lalu

    It's one thing to be bullied by those around you, telling you you're worthless, or what you're doing is not going to work, or whatever. It's another thing to have that voice inside your head, telling you to finish it. Sometimes it sounds comforting, sometimes it's the whiniest thing. But if its telling you to take your fate in your own hands and to finish your life, it is the enemy. It is not a friend.


    PALOMA VON WOOD24 hari yang lalu

    😭😭 It's okay to not always be strong. Everytime I watch one of your videos I always wonder how you stay so positive all the time. But you have lows just like we all do. I think I found this video to tell me that which I really need to hear what we all need to hear is that no one can be positive all the time. And even the person that looks like they have it all together break 💔 thanks for being so inspirinal, you have such an impact on my life part of the reason watching this I'm a mess is because you always brighten my day everytime and seeing you low breaks me. I love you♥️♥️💜 keep shining

  45. Redneck Girl Vlogs

    Redneck Girl Vlogs25 hari yang lalu

    I honestly feel you girl 2020 has just begun and it's already been the worst year of my life. I know what your going through...

  46. Noemi Beltran

    Noemi Beltran26 hari yang lalu

    As good as I am of a person why do I go thru the most shyt.. I'm speaking to you yes you 😭😭😭..I forgot how to be strong 😢😢 damn I can relate this whole viedo I literally wanted to kill myself few weeks ago same away due to lost of everything litterly lost everything when my place burnt down nobody cares noone called noone asked if I needed somewhere to stay all I had was my SUV n job n I was sleeping in my car for about a week I couldn't take it nnomore n I also am known as a strong person never talk about nada ..damn I needed see this ❤️❤️❤️ Salice I love you admire you even more now I can't imagine how diffult this was to post n thank God your here ❤️❤️❤️

  47. Freddy Rondon Jr

    Freddy Rondon Jr26 hari yang lalu

    But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, that you’ve been called out of the darkness to his marvelous light. 1 Peter 2:9

  48. bre1232

    bre123227 hari yang lalu

    Really wondering, what the FUCK happened that got salice to that point?! She's so fucking strong, strong headed, strong willed, strong spirited, everything about her is strength. This seriously proves that no matter who you are, its okay to not be okay, even if you're the strongest person alive, its okay for you to feel pain, its okay to feel despair, its okay to break down, WHATEVER ITS OKAY, everyone goes through it too! The strongest people feel weak sometimes. Weakness and pain are what make us human

  49. bre1232

    bre123227 hari yang lalu

    Honestly 2019 was one of the worst years of my life. I tried to kill myself twice, cut myself a ton to stop me from trying to kill myself again, wound up in the hospital, went to the psych ward for a week another time. Was raped, abused, lied to, abandoned, broken, so fucking broken! Broken like I've never been before. But in the end I came out so much stronger. I struggled to love myself 90% of my life, but now I know what it truly feels like to love myself, to be proud of myself for making it through all I've been through AND STILL STANDING, TALLER THAN EVER! I MADE IT! And I'll continue to make it. It took me so much of my life to get my mentality to where it is, to know that no matter what life throws at me, how broken I become, I just know that in the end I'll be okay, I'll be okay once again, even if I'm not okay right now I KNOW I will be. Yes happiness doesn't last, but pain doesn't last either

  50. luis diaz

    luis diaz27 hari yang lalu

    I’m on my brothers iPhone account but my name is darshell I have been thro hell and back well worse then hell lol story I’m 13 I tried to commit suicide took pills mom came home to me foaming out the mouth and I wasn’t breathing u have helped me I have been watching u for like 2 years now u r like a big sister/mom to me I love u

  51. luis diaz

    luis diaz27 hari yang lalu

    I did not mean lol my bad

  52. Lisa Osorio

    Lisa Osorio28 hari yang lalu

    We need you Salice just like we need everyone who is currently breathing. We have a purpose to serve. One of them is to love and the rest is up to us. Thank you for sharing your story. This got me emotional as 2019 has not been the ideal year but it will only make us stronger, it’s our journey that we will understand in the long term. Peace and love 💕

  53. Shrek's Child

    Shrek's ChildBulan Yang lalu

    When she said there’s gonna be no more Salice Rose I started breaking down 🥺😢😭😭

  54. Angie Gue

    Angie GueBulan Yang lalu

    23 min video on how she got depressed one night took a late night drive listenin to her radio blasting. no need to waste ur time watchin. ya clearly see the attention whores alive n well. she fn made a 23min vid bout it to make money off it. smh .

  55. Angie Gue

    Angie GueBulan Yang lalu

    dam.she must need to gtf over herself. there are ppl out there actually killin them selves & u had alil bossy fit &took a drive & feel in some way that's more important than the REAL issue & probs ppl deal with everyday that ACTUALLY kill themselves over. smh dam view count must be down. quick send a bitch like so she don't take another late night drive with her radio blasting lmmfao

  56. Hechi Zera_Z

    Hechi Zera_ZBulan Yang lalu

    💜💙💚 thank u

  57. Jessie Playz

    Jessie PlayzBulan Yang lalu

    Don’t worry,this 2019 has been the most worst painful year of my life,it’s a long story and I’m not in the right mind to tell it yet.. it’s okay u are very strong to tell this to about 7.5billion people xx wish u the best! -JessiePlayz

  58. marilena karakitsou

    marilena karakitsouBulan Yang lalu

    Why does the internet need to know again ? If anyone is suicidal is not going to listen to you and as far as I know you are only talking about yourself the majority of the time .Seems like it’s a melodramatic scenario written and poorly acted by you

  59. Marina Srisathith

    Marina SrisathithBulan Yang lalu

    I love you babe big hugs 🤗 hun we all have our battles to fight but just know I am here if you ever need anything and good thing you’re not going over there I love your videos!!!!!! You put a smile on my face everyday

  60. Harm Wassel

    Harm WasselBulan Yang lalu

    We real pray for you and love you do death

  61. Renee Ramon

    Renee RamonBulan Yang lalu

    OMG I know all too well how that feels. I drug myself through the mud to get to the place I am at now. A tragic and traumatic incident happened to my son 3 days before xmas led to his depression and now I need to find how to help my son. Salice, I am sorry you went thru this and had to experience that. I will forever keep "Mental Awareness" for all in my prayers. I LOVE YOUR WORK!



    If anything hit me up I love everything u do u have a long life to live be strong we are here for you