Burnt Out At 19


  1. Dana Loyie

    Dana Loyie2 hari yang lalu

    U just have to find someone to share the dream with..your just lonely for companionship.

  2. TheEditor KIV

    TheEditor KIV4 hari yang lalu

    He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

  3. J D

    J D19 hari yang lalu


  4. River Vlogs

    River Vlogs27 hari yang lalu

    You are the first person to make me cry if I cried behind closed doors and because I’m not happy finally somebody else who feels the pain I have to go through school is stressing me out so she because they expect me to have such high grades I can’t do anything I’ve given up his video gives me hope thanks

  5. Angie Lozano

    Angie LozanoBulan Yang lalu

    I love you Elle 😭❤️

  6. Madz Bee

    Madz BeeBulan Yang lalu

    Did she just say broughten?

  7. ShimiShimi

    ShimiShimiBulan Yang lalu

    Where is jay and mother

  8. American Peshmerga

    American PeshmergaBulan Yang lalu

    Maybe this wouldn't have happened if you had a husband and a family, just wait until you're 30 or 40 like all these articles of late detailing women wasting their fertile years. You're ignoring your natural instincts, no wonder you're not unhappy

  9. beryl

    berylBulan Yang lalu

    Get a real job. They're even harder.

  10. Lady D

    Lady D2 bulan yang lalu

    CMN4566 got me here

  11. maghan kirby

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  12. KT Custer

    KT Custer2 bulan yang lalu

    Lmfao same girl

  13. cheryl mia carbajal valdivia

    cheryl mia carbajal valdivia2 bulan yang lalu

    2:17 I Left everything I had to follow my dreams, moved to another city and started studying music , it was everything i ever wanted, everything was fine, but I felt exactly like her...

  14. saujanna ganguly

    saujanna ganguly3 bulan yang lalu

    Your video made me feel better

  15. jim maurice

    jim maurice3 bulan yang lalu

    You know deep inside of you, as a human being, when you are doing wrong, doing fake.

  16. William

    William3 bulan yang lalu

    My friends go through hard times and we literally are always online Incase we need to help

  17. Molly’s Vlogs

    Molly’s Vlogs3 bulan yang lalu

    This inspired me.

  18. kiwi Family

    kiwi Family3 bulan yang lalu

    Your editing skills are so amazing. That ending had me shook

  19. Aria Kasa

    Aria Kasa3 bulan yang lalu

    The issue is context, unfortunately when you have everything especially in priviledged countries like Canada, things work like clockwork. Things are secure for a lot of us. Work, eat, workout, sleep. I grew up in a civil war in Albania, there was no time to be sad, people were fighting to survive, to not get hit by a bullet on the way to work. There was purpose, and the purpose was not repetitive. There was a sense of mystery to life. We have created a life in priviledged countries that is just not realistic, expectations that are not realistic. I developed anxiety living here in Canada, going to school, going to work - which is pretty crazy. During my childhood in Albania, I looked forward to the next day, there was no anxiety, just excitement to have survived.

  20. kayla wiseman

    kayla wiseman4 bulan yang lalu

    I love you so much Elle

  21. DJSbros

    DJSbros4 bulan yang lalu

    I achieved my life long dream at 17....Then after doing it for 5 years i realized i hated it. Fucked up my sense of self real good.

  22. ash senpai

    ash senpai4 bulan yang lalu

    WARNING CURSING XD we love you!

  23. Asena CcC

    Asena CcC4 bulan yang lalu

    Idunno if it helps but we love and support you trough everything

  24. _iyen

    _iyen4 bulan yang lalu

    this is a reminder to take care of yourself even now ❤️💜💙

  25. Sksk8ter

    Sksk8ter4 bulan yang lalu

    The thing is, I don't label myself as having depression because I'm sure as he'll I dont, but one or two of my friends told me to do because of symptoms or whatever but I know I don't, I think I'm just sad 😂 but I feel happy when there are happy things going on except when I have a really hard day, but almost every single day I hate myself and tell my bad things, I'm never confident, I'm never positive, but what's funny is I tell people positive things when they're sad, I've started doing it less but for some reason I'm not positive to myself but I'm positive when others are sad, I'm just really empathetic, but not to myself, I don't like myself at all, I always feel like I'm never going to get anywhere in life and I'm just so sensitive that even a simple comment meant for a joke can hurt me a lot, I always feel like I have to say sorry because I always tell myself everything bad in life is my fault, and that im just a bad person, I deny compliments a lot. I don't know what's going on. And I'm not fighting my sadness anymore. I gave up being positive to myself. I'm not going to try anymore because I've already tried to be positive so many times and it hasn't worked. I'm sorry if I sound edgy or just a big baby who's a clout chaser, like I said, I will never say I have depression unless I know I do, but I'm pretty sure it's nothing and I'm just sad. But i fell like even if I fight it or not and give up, then when I grow up this sad hateful feeling for myself will just fade away and it's just phase and that I'll grow out of it no matter what I do. It's just a stage and out of nowhere bam, I'll start getting better, so right now I'm not I'm just gonna get sad and start hating myself, get over it, get sad and hateful, like a cycle, until I grow up, so uh is that normal?

  26. Chucha Soso

    Chucha Soso4 bulan yang lalu

    I love you !

  27. Simi Russell

    Simi Russell4 bulan yang lalu

    Thank you... i just found your channel today, but youve got me sobbing and laughing because for the first time i dont feel so alone.

  28. -Gacha Toasty-

    -Gacha Toasty-5 bulan yang lalu

    We love you

  29. Brittany DeeAnn

    Brittany DeeAnn5 bulan yang lalu

    I hope you are doing better.

  30. sup I'm le human

    sup I'm le human5 bulan yang lalu

    Why are so many people being mean to her...what if your friends literally make fun of you and bully you when you have a really serious problem

  31. Shaun Morrison

    Shaun Morrison5 bulan yang lalu

    Elle.....just where Rollerskates to escape your feelings🥑🥑🥑❤️❤️❤️

  32. Perry Crozier

    Perry Crozier5 bulan yang lalu

    Burnt out at 19 ?? I really feel sorry for u. If I had $20.00 in my pocket at age 19, I felt like millionaire.

  33. Katharina Johnson

    Katharina Johnson5 bulan yang lalu

    Ok, ok, I get it, it's steriotypical. But seriously, you need Jesus. Yes, you have fame, yes, you have money. But do you have love? Not romantic love, or family love, or even love from 1.7 million fans. Everlasting love, love that has no limits, no faults. Love that will continue no matter how many times you screw up or fail, no matter how many times you give up on it. Because even if you give up on God, He will never, *ever* give up on you. Ps, I love your channel, and I recently came across your videos a couple months ago. I haven't been here the whole time, and I obviously don't know you personally, but I'm praying for you. You have so much talent and power, so I really hope that God can use that for good :)

  34. Duhnelskie

    Duhnelskie5 bulan yang lalu

    This is netflix quality content

  35. Courtney Catastrophe

    Courtney Catastrophe5 bulan yang lalu

    Well that decides it I guess. I’m going to start therapy. It’s time that I stop just existing and start living my life again. I shouldn’t have to run off to my sisters every other day so that I don’t feel crushing sadness or have a panic attack that’s not fair to either of us. ♥️

  36. Holly 101

    Holly 1015 bulan yang lalu

    Hey Elle you're 1000% made up of awesomeness, kindness, sweetness, intelligence and other amazing things. You're smart, sassy, badass and don't say it isn't true. Yes those are just words. But those few words are very much the truth. I know something inside you is telling you that what I'm writing is false and or inaccurate but I know I'm right. Remind yourself of this as much as you can. Because you know deel down it's the truth. And we all love you Signed a dipshit called Holly 💙

  37. Flor Saldaña

    Flor Saldaña5 bulan yang lalu

    WOW!!!! Wish more youngsters looked at this.... Chin up you got this!!!!

  38. natalie ha

    natalie ha5 bulan yang lalu

    Please don't end your IDreporter channel I really like how you and your brother mess around together and we love you❤️❤️ Me when you leave😭😭

  39. Kristel Quezada

    Kristel Quezada5 bulan yang lalu

    I binge watch all day your vids and I actually avoided this one coz I know I’ll cry. But hey, just keep doing what you love and even if this is not enough just know you got us your fans your back anytime. Thank you for making me laugh and cry with all your vids. You’re the best Elle!

  40. Bo Quinn

    Bo Quinn5 bulan yang lalu

    I get it, sometimes looks can be deceiving. Just cause you have all these fans and friends and family, doesn’t mean your okay. I mean most people question the validity of my happiness cause my friend count has been zero for years, but I am genuinely happy xD lol

  41. Winter 248

    Winter 2485 bulan yang lalu

    I'm crying alot right now 😭😭, I just found your channel and I really love this channel. I really hope your ok, I struggle with the same things. One more thing, *it will get better* trust me ,it does. Love your vids and you ❤❤

  42. Jazmin Anderson

    Jazmin Anderson5 bulan yang lalu

    I've only recently come across your channel and I love you so much! You're such an awesome person, open and caring person. I am dealing with my own anxiety and depression and you've helped me out a lot with cheering me up and showing me I'm not alone. You are brilliant and I hope now you feel happier and coping better with it all. Thank you for being here and being a beautiful human being 💖

  43. Lyra Winterwoods

    Lyra Winterwoods5 bulan yang lalu

    I sometimes hate watching these types of videos. But I watch anyway. Being an empathic person sucks, but helps make us know people better.

  44. Annalena Ring

    Annalena Ring5 bulan yang lalu

    Dear Elle, thank you, for being honest and open about it. There are so many people out there, suffering from depression, may it be caused by a burn out oder something else, and talking about it is so necessary. I'm also ,kind of, at the point where you are and most of the times all I wish is a place where nobody can want anything from you. Its just you, maby some people you love and you just are, without any expectations from anywhere. And social media put us in the exact opposite place. Were constantly connected and we gotta answer this or that person. So if I already struggle with that, without being on social media, you must feel even more of that pressure. Theres just one last thing. Never give up. I hung this sentece next to my bed to remind myself, no matter how shitty and senseless it all might seem right now, don't give up, because you live and that's good, and even if you dont need yourself, there are friends or family members (such as you little brother;)) that need you and it would be very very hurtful to them, if you ever gave up your own life. But I hope, you're not at this point right now, or many times in your life. Have a nice day, and greetings from germany. Anna. :)

  45. laya

    laya5 bulan yang lalu

    this video is honestly so beautiful, but i’m just wondering.. WHY ANUT ANYONE TALKIN ABOUT THAT ENDING?>:(

  46. Eternal Ephemeros

    Eternal Ephemeros5 bulan yang lalu

    damn, somehow I didn’t cry until the last music video portion. I guess i was just happy that Elle is finding her own way out of this shithole. Love ur videos. I’m a fan

  47. Domen Dolinar

    Domen Dolinar6 bulan yang lalu

    6:30 COPYRIGHT STRIIIIIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  48. Megan Grace

    Megan Grace6 bulan yang lalu

    I love Elle so much x

  49. Oussama Fedl

    Oussama Fedl6 bulan yang lalu


  50. Barbi 101

    Barbi 1016 bulan yang lalu

    You are the only youtuber who makes me laugh and smile when I'm sad.. I have anxiety and I was depressed so I kinda know what you are going through. But hey.. Keep your head up.. Work on yourself.. You are important💓💓

  51. Nikola Dorina

    Nikola Dorina6 bulan yang lalu

    I AM CRYING! It's gonna sound really stupid but I feel like I have grown up with Elle because whenever I really needed to smile or just get away from anything happening in life I could always turn to her channel and rewatch her videos and still produce the same reaction each time. I want to say thank you to Elle for opening up about this subject because it is something that most people are scared to talk about. I for one, was terrified of even telling my family that I was a bit sad let alone that I was in my own mental prison. I wish her all the best(even though she won't see this) and I wanted to let her know that she has helped me out a lot :)

  52. Rachel Colby

    Rachel Colby6 bulan yang lalu

    Why are you even popular?

  53. Melissa Mango

    Melissa Mango6 bulan yang lalu


  54. Moon Child

    Moon Child6 bulan yang lalu

    I did talk to someone and I got yelled at.

  55. Mary Denise

    Mary Denise6 bulan yang lalu

    that ending where she was speaking and crying hit me so hard omg ..

  56. Hi Hello

    Hi Hello6 bulan yang lalu

    She’s only 19 but her mind is older :/

  57. 「 statusquo 」

    「 statusquo 」Bulan Yang lalu

    hamilton reference i gotcha mate

  58. Elisa Castro

    Elisa Castro5 bulan yang lalu

    She's just as sporadic and immature as any other 19 year old.

  59. ugly asf

    ugly asf6 bulan yang lalu

    20 now.

  60. annie boo

    annie boo6 bulan yang lalu

    im crying

  61. Peanut the Bunny

    Peanut the Bunny6 bulan yang lalu

    This video has shown me a lot I’ve been bullied for what feels like a life time and then my 3rd car accident happend and I didn’t smile I barely talked I had depression anxiety panic attacks and I’m not even 13 years old but my life changed and I’m much better now I’ve moved schools and I have so much appreciation for everything your and inspiration xoxo keep it up your amazing

  62. killer Rose

    killer Rose6 bulan yang lalu

    I'm not having a great day so I'm gonna spend it watching her video because she is MY HERO

  63. Burger of Cringe

    Burger of Cringe6 bulan yang lalu

    4:00: *WHEEZE*